Dear David,

I love you. Twenty-two years ago today we exchanged vows, shared our hearts, and gave rings to one another to demonstrate our true love and commitment to each other. You are a blessing. As I look back and reflect on my memories of that monumental day, I have to let you know that you have given me more than I ever dreamed or asked for in a husband. I know that God brought us together to share our lives, rejoice in the birth of our three wonderful children, and go on adventure after adventure hand in hand forever.

You are so patient. I know I'm crazy! You put up with all my schemes and ideas. You even listen to me and pretend that I am making sense. Sometimes you actually agree with me, and that amazes me.

You are generous. Your willingness to help others is inspiring. You have sacrificed so much for God's kingdom. I'm so thankful you have sacrificed so much for our family. Please know that I know how the road has been tough at times, but you have always given of yourself and poured out blessings on so many people through the years. God has and will use you to teach, inspire and disciple people because you are ready to give your time and resources to do so.

You are a man after God's heart. I know you are searching for God's will constantly. He will lead. Keep your faith just as you always have. Your patience comes in handy when life feels like it is on hold. Realizing that we were brought together 22 years ago to embark on a journey together reaffirms my own faith that the path ahead will lead to where ever He leads. I know you will be willing.

I'm excited to go out with you tonight! We will share a fancy dinner, talk about how we met, remember the good times and a few of the hard times that brought us even closer together.

Happy anniversary, David! Every second of our 22 years together has been a blessing. Thank you for being you!

Counting Days

New year, new days to count down! I'm content with 2009 so far, thank goodness! The days are flying by and I am barely counting them. I'm surprised it is already the 9th! Goodness gracious. I'm still asking some hard questions in spite of my desire to keep things simple and not complicate my brain with too much analyzing. Some of my questions as of late are:

How can I really help people? Really?

Do I have to get my own act together? Really?

Is my "mindset" wrong or is it just how I am?

Do I need to change, or am I OK just as I am?

Does anyone out there really give a flip? Really?

Does this list sound depressing to you, or just profound?

Seriously, I'm confusing myself by trying to figure everything out all of the time and it is making me tired. Here is what I do know:

I am grateful.

I am loved.

I do love.

I do care.

I hope.

There. I'll continue counting the questions and the days this year. Perhaps one of these days there will be a few more answers.

Until then . . . 9, 10, 11 . . . . . days to make the world a better place.